Break Me

You ever miss someone so much it hurt your bones
Your back aches and you can barely walk
You're grandmother used to say it's gonna rain but you know better
You know the rain is only coming down on you and your heart
But it won't cleanse the pain away
You get up every morning hoping for more and feeling horrible
Unfulfilled
You go to bed with thoughts of him in your head 
You look over them for hours and every moment you shared means the world to you
But as the night goes on you realize he doesn't really care
You hope he'll profess his love tomorrow
But if he did wouldn't he answer your calls and letters?
You keep hoping something will change but wouldn't it have so long ago?
You can't get over him and everyday it gets worse
Suddenly youre looking around and there's so much you've missed
No one treats you well so you swallow a bottle of pills
You cut your skin and no one sees
You're alone and there's nothing left
People say it's all just a joke and why don't you just go die
They don't care that they're breaking you apart
You find yourself next to him and you dream of all you could be
Your arms brush and you have butterflies
You're so scared because you're falling and he's standing
He's flying
He's an angel and you're so far away
Alone in hell because no one would take you
He's there and you're obsessed
Dear god he's leaving you so soon
There's no way he'll love you before he's gone
And you know
You know it's hopeless and helpless
You've got no direction but up
Towards his heart
You're just another one
And it's never going to go your way