Where are you

I'm staring into the empty space beside me
Wondering, where areyou?
The rain slowly drops and rolls down the bus window
The chill makes me miss your embrace
I can't count these raindrops alone
Where are you?
4 rings and you still haven't picked up your telephone. 
13 voicemails later and I can't stop my stuttered breathing
And the rain drops dripping down my face 
My thumbs keep on tracing eachother but it's not the same
You had those big hands to entertain mine for hours
Where are you?
It feels like 5 billion years since we last spoke
Every where I go I swear I hear your charming voice
I keep seeing you around the bend of corridors
I yell and I scream
But you never answer
Where are you? 
It's days like this
Sitting alone onthe bus staring at my telephone
The empty space beside me 
Counting raindrops that pelt against the window
But having trouble
Because the rain is in my eyes
The roof must have sprung a leak
A salty lonely leak 
I never got to dance with you
As it poured rain with our foreheads just barely touching
Our mutual love for rain
But not for eachother
My clumsy feet just can't keep up
And as you turned away
I fell to my knees and swore I'd never forgive you
But I do now
I do now
I'm sorry...
Where are you?