Everybody Has

I think everyones been in a place they didn't want to be
We've all been hurt by someone we don't even have a right to think about
We've been broken by someone who never had us put together in the first place
We spend so much time on someone who's hurting us
And neglect that one person who stares at us with eyes hungry for only our flesh
We've all reached to pick an apple and had another hit us on the head
In our dizzy daze we held onto the apple tight
As our vision cleared we loosened our grip
And that dastardly apple rolled away
But god it was so sweet
We just want more forbidden fruit
So we spend our life chasing the one that rolled away
We can't find ours so we just chase any other one that runs
When all we had to do
Was walk back to that damn tree
And pick the apple that wanted to come home with me
And maybe I can blame it on that
My blind eyes
Because honestly I have no other excuse
And I'm becoming pretty friggin pathetic
But we've all cried over something we couldn't have
The impossible is just so tempting
And maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I've lost my mind because I keep running after those who will never love me
Never care about me
Never glance at me
Not even spit in my direction
Because he knows my email
He could've called
And I just want to throw my phone at the window
I want to break everything because he didn't call
No one did
They didn't bother to check if I was all right
And I'm sick and tired of hurting myself everytime they're too damn
shallow to love me
I'm out of room for cuts
And I refuse to die
I'm not going to devote myself becauuse that's not what love is
I want to leave and you're welcome to come along
But I'm not going to hope for shit
Cause you're not my problem anymore.