Blisters

I wish it would pour down rain
I wish I had a lighter to set the night on fire
I want to sit under the burning stars and let the flames lick my skin
I want them take over my heart in a way love never could
Let the blistering heat devour me whole
Leaving behind no trace of a young girl
Let the rain wash away the pain from my skin
Clearing all evidence of blood and open wounds
I want to claim a new life and steal the free soul of another
I want to dine on the worlds finest flesh and clearest skies
Open the air because the devils coming through
He's got a new lover
A girl too afraid not to play with the fire
He's holding her hand and kissing her stomach
He's pulling her close claiming her as his
She's to frightened not to play along
Not to laugh maniacally as she steps on the hottest embers, pushing every boundary she ever built
She's too lost in indulgence to realize she's broken every wall she built
She's dropping every mask she's ever wore
No longer hiding the war in her mind, in her life, in her home
Just watch her heart turn to dust with her rotting flesh
Falling in the gutter with the rest, no way to see the stars through the storm
Dropped like the rest
Not even a game for Hell to play
It's gonna be an empty road, a barren night, filled with shattered glass to walk on
It's gonna be a silent room, with no one to hold on to
A lonely hour that will drag out for what feels like forever
Walking alone, regaining all that's been lost
An attempt that failed
Now with no one to help, because nobody cared
Life is a game
One we all must lose
it's like a war on silence
this is the battle
can we give up,fail and continue on with life
there's the lingering regret, like gentle fingers caressing your face
Coaxing you one more to give in to the pain
This is the sword to sword moment
time to push or give no more
Step up and fight, give up with dignity
Or push on no more
Nobody cares about the scars on your wrists or legs
No one will stare when you show the world what your made of
it's the thickest confusion, clogging your throat making it hard to swallow
how do you speak out when your so numb with fear
he's still watching
left you broken, beaten and damned so who to turn to now
Every word, every step is a puzzle
Put it together, to move on and slay every army
swim across every ocean to reach home
Home is where the heart is left behind
Even burned and turned to ash it still stays behind
Blistering in the heat
Waiting in the devils hands
He is waiting for his winning bride
She who kills the most and steals her own life, is the one he wants
She just wants him forever, but hell has stolen her heart