The Limit Does Not Exist

I wish the answers in life were as simple as 3.14
I wish I could just find what I want with sine
I am point (0,1) my tangent is undefined 
Like pi I am infinite
Impossible to determine
People try to memorize but can't get past 159
I am simple confusion that connects cosecant to cosine
Be my cotangent I'll be your tangent
Never shall we be sine
Never shall we be associated wrong
We will be communitive property 
Switch our order, but we always come out together 
I'm a line with a negative slope of 1
Be my origin for my only point lands at (0,0)
You'll be positive and I'll be zero
Well never come out negative, together will always be right
I'm tired of our parallel, stop trying to multiply your love
Don't divide others, subtract your doubt and just add some of me
We'll rest easy
I'm a parabola, you're my shaded region 
Only you're points are correct in my equation 
Baby don't be arsenic and sulfur 
Let's balance this equation 
Come on my barium, my berillyium
You're giving me hydrogen, oxygen and phosphorous with no E
If you're a circle, I'm your circumference
You and I, we're so similar, close to congruent
We're just 2 reference angles at 30 degrees
No more cosine of (0,1)
No more 0
Only you, balance my equation
Because baby, the limit does not exist

Addicted

I may no be pretty
I may not be perfect
I'm obnoxious and cold and honest and mean
A true bitch if you'd please
I may not laugh
I may not smile
I'm quiet but loud and angry and violent
I may not be unhappy
I may not be ecstatic
I'm sad and depressed and afraid but I love to laugh
You may be my drug
You may be my ecstasy
You keep me happy and jubilant and in euphoria 
Just a state i have no desire to leave
I lie each day saying I don't do drugs
Because I'm high on life
I'm huffing memories of you
And smoking my love
I'm snorting this need for your happiness
And popping the pills that will keep your image alive
I'm killing myself with this addiction
I can't live with you
But I swear without you I will cease this god forsaken existence
I'm no addict I promise
There is no denial here
Just leave me broken in this room
Let me get blazed on the idea of seeing you
Let me be in my mind that has gone somewhere else in this world
I'm downing shots to keep you alive 
I'm lost in my need 
I yearn for my dealer
But that bastards been arrested
You dumped me here
I'm trying to detox
But baby
Baby
Baby
Just come back and be my supplier
I can't live like this
I justcan not exist with this reliance on you and you and not me
I can not live